I miss you.
I miss the times we were carefree and wild.
I miss the yelling and screaming I did as a child.
I miss the time we worked together and felt the bond. What happened to us? What happened to me?
I feel like I’ve been pushing you away for a long time because I’ve been afraid of what will come out of my mouth. I’ve been afraid of saying the wrong thing and not being able to take it back. So I’ve put a filter on you, voice. A filter that, I didn’t know at the time, would evolve past what it was made for. And now, I’ve lost my handle on this filter and have lost a handle on you, voice. How can I get you back? What can I do to rekindle our connection?
This filter has an advanced intelligence that now tricks me into thinking it’s not there, but I know, I know, there’s more to you than I see now, voice.
I want to say I’m sorry to you, for putting you away. I’m sorry I’ve suppressed you for all these years. I’m sorry I didn’t feel strong enough to hold you in your glory and collaborate with you to create great and wondrous things. I want to, now.
I want you back. I want to create with you. I want to explore with you, and I want to rebuild the trust that may have gotten lost along the way.
Please tell me what you need, please show me the way back to you. I’m here, I’m listening, I'm ready, and I’m open to receiving the messages you have in store for me.
Dear voice, let’s be wild and free again.